tag:getinside.blog.co.uk,2009-11-08:/MokoFeed2009-11-08T07:38:11+01:00tag:getinside.blog.co.uk,2008-01-02:/2008/01/02/looking_back_over_my_shoulder_lol~3516765/nefatari2008-01-02T01:09:08+01:002008-01-02T01:09:08+01:00 <p>There I was looking through all old blogs and i came across some poetry a few years ago...</p> <p>YESTERDAY</p> <p>Yesterday you said you loved me<br> Today you told me lies<br> Yesterday you made me laugh<br> Today you made me cry<br> Yesterday you told me<br> You hoped our love would never end<br> How was I to know<br> You would fall for my best friend<br> You both knew all my secrets<br> I trusted you with my heart<br> You promised we'd be together<br> Today we are apart<br> I should have seen it sooner<br> But like they say love is blind<br> Your love took over my heart<br> Over my spirit and my mind<br> I still don't fully understand<br> How I still love you now as I did then<br> But I'll never forget how you took my heart,<br> My love and even my best friend </p> <p>THE TRUTH IN HIS EYES</p> <p>Its in his eyes its in his touch<br> u think hes perfect you think hes lush<br> until that day he does you wrong<br> and you realize his love was a con<br> he got what he wanted<br> now hes fuked off<br> hes left you helpless and lost<br> he took your innocence<br> he took your pride<br> if only you had seen the truth in his eyes... </p> <p>GOT TO FIND ME</p> <p>I hide my hurt<br> i hide my pain<br> i hide myself<br> theres nothing to gain<br> i wanna be me<br> but what if im not liked<br> maybe they like the fake me<br> without a shadow of doubt<br> inside im hurting<br> i wanna express<br> i wanna return from this awful mess<br> before all the shit<br> before all the lies<br> i was me<br> i was happy inside<br> iv got to return to what i was before<br> now im angry and bitter to the core<br> im getting over it<br> iv got to find someone<br> someone to be<br> not just someone to be liked<br> iv got to find me </p> <p>LIFE WITHOUT ME</p> <p>When i first met you i didnt really care,<br> now all i want is 4 u just 2 be there.<br> 3 years on i love you all the same,<br> if you'd take me back there would be so much more 2 gain.<br> But i know that you hate me and we will never be<br> i just hope you make the most of life...life without me. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://getinside.blog.co.uk/2008/01/02/looking_back_over_my_shoulder_lol~3516765/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:getinside.blog.co.uk,2008-01-01:/2008/01/02/new_year_new_blog~3516721/nefatari2008-01-02T00:51:10+01:002008-01-02T00:51:10+01:00 <p>I have various blogs posted on various sites...but i thought what the hell new year, new blog. This last year has been a crazy one for me and ended with the worst thing that could have happened to me...But hey you'll find out more as i write.</p> <p>Love to you all</p> <p>And Happy New Year</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://getinside.blog.co.uk/2008/01/02/new_year_new_blog~3516721/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>