There I was looking through all old blogs and i came across some poetry a few years ago...

YESTERDAY

Yesterday you said you loved me
Today you told me lies
Yesterday you made me laugh
Today you made me cry
Yesterday you told me
You hoped our love would never end
How was I to know
You would fall for my best friend
You both knew all my secrets
I trusted you with my heart
You promised we'd be together
Today we are apart
I should have seen it sooner
But like they say love is blind
Your love took over my heart
Over my spirit and my mind
I still don't fully understand
How I still love you now as I did then
But I'll never forget how you took my heart,
My love and even my best friend

THE TRUTH IN HIS EYES

Its in his eyes its in his touch
u think hes perfect you think hes lush
until that day he does you wrong
and you realize his love was a con
he got what he wanted
now hes fuked off
hes left you helpless and lost
he took your innocence
he took your pride
if only you had seen the truth in his eyes...

GOT TO FIND ME

I hide my hurt
i hide my pain
i hide myself
theres nothing to gain
i wanna be me
but what if im not liked
maybe they like the fake me
without a shadow of doubt
inside im hurting
i wanna express
i wanna return from this awful mess
before all the shit
before all the lies
i was me
i was happy inside
iv got to return to what i was before
now im angry and bitter to the core
im getting over it
iv got to find someone
someone to be
not just someone to be liked
iv got to find me

LIFE WITHOUT ME

When i first met you i didnt really care,
now all i want is 4 u just 2 be there.
3 years on i love you all the same,
if you'd take me back there would be so much more 2 gain.
But i know that you hate me and we will never be
i just hope you make the most of life...life without me.